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Escape Plan
I wish I would make things work better for me. My whole life, I’ve felt like if I would just try harder, I could make things go really well. I’ve felt this way about school, work, relationships, and almost everything I do.
But I always abandon the endeavor early. I see trouble on the horizon and I make sure I’m ready to abandon ship. I always keep a back up plan. Does that sound like someone who’s committed to anything?
Though, when I look back at the results I’ve survived, it seems like I need the escape plans I create. Do I sabotage myself by considering the possibility of failure?
I worry that I’m running out of back up plans.
